beat only

all my seconds, no distance
between you and the beat
dreams are car rides
falling apart
snow fields solemnly covering
dusk of the icy winter night

you walk alone, I watch
from above, falling
into the mouth of a giant city
turmoil swallowing
every thought
memories spit me
before your feet - out!

I hand over my wrists
the organism keeps crawling
for you to cut ! until I bleed
why do we want
to heal what we cannot
there is beat only and there is
falling